We're always waiting for something. It starts when you're a child; sitting in front of the oven waiting for the cookies to bake. It's knowing that you've done everything right and now all you're waiting on is the reward for your hard work. It's in your teens, when you're engrossed in "happily ever after" syndrome - waiting for your prince charming to come and sweep you off your feet and into the sunset. It's when you're eighty, slowly opening your eyes and feeling the world engross you in its entirety. Waiting for that moment, the moment where you close your eyes and the pain disappears - waiting for heaven to take you away. Throughout life we're taught to wait; we are taught patience, love and compassion. We learn that life is about waiting, it's about staying positive and looking forward to the future, no matter what may come our way.
I’m always holding back, can’t help it but I wish I could. I just get so uneasy, so nervous, scared that if I do what I really want to do and say all the things I set out to it’ll change the way you, and everybody else thinks of me. I want so much to forget about the risks, lose the fear and just be free. But I know I can’t because I’m only human, I’m scared. I think I think too much. I worry over things that have yet to come, wasting time lingering over the future so much that I miss out on the joys of the present. I need to stop, I need to stop being this over-analytic, paranoid little girl; I need to start to be myself again. Because I'm sick of missing out on the joys of this life worrying over such nonsense - things that may not even ever happen.
Stop speaking ill about others, start loving. Stop putting yourself down and start embracing the beautiful person that you are. Stop spreading hate, stop spreading lies. Instead share the joy of love. Spread peace, spread happiness. Stop this world from turning to dust - start a revolution. We need to stop breaking each other down. We need to stop this jealousy, the insecurity, the envy and the hurt. We need to stop comparing each other, putting each other down and hurting ourselves. Because you are beautiful. There is no need to compare, no need to envy, no need to speak badly and no need to bring each other down. We need to start sticking together, because in life we're all we've got.
life is like a bicycle, to keep your balace you must keep moving- Albert Einstein
Happy Rainy Sunday <3
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